Just You By; Jenalle Lyddon

My heart clenches.
And I can't breathe
This chokehold is not a terrible thing
Just one I'm uncertain of.
Eyes watering
The tears fall before I can catch them
How does one cope with these intense feelings?
Being away makes it harder
Yet
There will always be a distance
One not so easy to reach
But here I am
Wanting
Almost craving
Your attention
Finding it hard
And hating myself
Yes
No
Please?
Heads' spinning
A need
Yet not
Confusion
But I want you...
Just you  

This is only the beginning.. 

There is much more to say yet the words never came. 

So here I am waiting. 

Yet not knowing what to do or to say.. 

I'm stuck on what has yet to happen. 

To come my way....