I know what it's like to wake up and not want to go to school or work or even face the day. I know the feeling of not wanting to eat or put on clothes because it makes you feel a certain way. I know what it's like to question every look given or thrown your way. To be insecure and self-conscious. To have little esteem when you crave it most. To share your secrets with the world anonymously than to whisper them into the ears of those that should want to hear every little detail with out wondering how they'll take it.
To give that little piece away for someone else to hold on to until you're ready to open up properly.
To share your inner and true feelings with a smile on your face and weight lifted off your shoulders.
It sucks when the ones you trust the most goes off and shares it with everyone you and they know.
For those of you who feel like this, for those of you who just need a pick me up, know that there will come a time when you'll shed those worries and fears to climb that hill and to stand there soaking in the sun. To walk with your shoulders back and head held high. To walk away from that over powering shadow as you throw it over a bridge, a cliff or in the garbage. To shut it out side while you finally have a good night sleep. To know that you can and will get better, if you're willing to make a difference and change.
Lean on another and express how you feel because you never know, they might need to share something too. Smile, because you are beautiful! :D
For now on, know you are not alone in this vast world. It will get better.
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